just not the same as before

i feel i change.
i feel that i cannot be confident as before.
many things happened during these days made me upset.
i feel the lose.which never will come to me before.

i always ask myself,why not me.?

why。

new semester.

tomorrow, we wil go into the new semester.
i will be the sophomore.

it will be a hard semester.
i must keep my GPA on about 3.3.
beside, i must to prepare the GRE.
what’s more, i will study the second degree.economic.
so,i can image that, i must only can study all the time.

stay with Q two days.
we can only see each ohther every two weeks maybe in this year.
honestly, i drop my tear when i left.
gosh. just forget it.
everything will be fine ~

new life is calling me~~
bye~

happy day

suddenly,
i felt quite comfortable and happy when i was with u in the book city.
i like that feeling.
maybe u sometimes make jokes on me.
but i feel happy instead of being angry.
i suddenly thought about a word: life.

maybe it is just the life between us.
our sweet life.

will here be my new place.?

some days ago, i found this website.

cuz of its name, i came here.

shanis3.i.ph
i think it’s so lovely.hah.

i got stomache yesterday.
i still feel not very well now.
i don’t now why i have such a terrible stom.

i don’t know here whether to support chinese.
so, i just pratice my terrible english.
maybe i will have the GRE next summer.
before that i must recite all the new words!
there are more than 12000 words in “little Red”.haha~

 there are about 5 days left.
i got to go back to school, in zhuhai.
i don’t like this city
cuz there are no enough restaurants for me ~
i want delicious food~
so i really love shenzhen~~~